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| Tue, 12-01-2009 - 12:16am |
I broke up with AP. It was hard and I cried. Now I just feel numb, yet still hoping there could be a possible future for us. WTH ever....
Edited 12/1/2009 12:18 am ET by caribu79
Edited 12/1/2009 12:18 am ET by caribu79

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Aw I'm glad that you got it done and over with Caribu.
NC since Dec. 9th 2009
No Contact = No N
Hi Caribu,
I was so shocked to read your post. My heart goes out to you and im so so sorry your having to go through this. Keep strong and be safe and one day i hope you find the happiness you deserve. It shows that until we actually reach
"be yourself, disguise not, for your a truly unique beautiful being"
Hang in there Caribu.... I know how hard this is going to be for you.
(((BIIIIG SQUISHY HUGS)))
Im so sorry Caribu. I hope he knows what a great girl he is messing around and that you get the closure you need. If this doesnt wake him up, then nothing will.
My thoughts are with you.
SB.
Hi caribu,
I'm sorry you are hurting.
caribu,
I can only imagine how hard that was for you to do, and it sounds like you didn't let him spin you a story about what you found out. Good for you! I know you are in pain and I just wanted to tell you that I'm thinking about you and wishing you the very best...you deserve it.
Please know that we are all here for you, k? Take good care of yourself.
benska
Hugs.
I want to thank all of you guys for your words and thoughts. I really appreciate it.
I did tell him in person that I couldnt do this anymore. I put it all out there about me being tired of being 2nd to his W and sneaking and hiding and how I think there is someone else. I just laid it all out there. He was very upset, near tears and was asking me if he got divorced what would I say and then telling me that he might be knocking at my door soon with his bags. Yeah whatever.
He still calls and yes I talk to him dont yell at me. I do miss him but have no desire to really be intimate with him. We can only be together if he leaves his M and wants to be with only me and I told him that. I cant go back to that hiding and sneaking around, the thought makes me feel sick to my stomach. He is definitely having a hard time but oh well.
I found out and not from him that this other woman is from the past and has only been M for two years. She says things were great and now they are very shaky. so apparently she wants back at him. Just craziness.
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