Seek professional help now, before you totally sell your soul to devil for this good for nothing flea bag player.
It's also obvious you don't love your H anymore.... Do the kind thing and stop stringing him along. Get a D and set him free to find someone he doesn't have bad baggage with. Maybe then (with a new love interest) he wouldn't have the functioning problem he had with you.
Ever hear of an 'exit A'? I think that's what you're having. Could be the earlier A was an exit A also. Some ppl have A's because they want out of their M. Your H knows at some level you want out which is why he has trouble 'performing.' As for your AP, I see all kinds of red flags and you do too. My rule is one lie to me and I'm out. The A life is risky enough as it is (which of course is part of the thrill).
Seek professional help now, before you totally sell your soul to devil for this good for nothing flea bag player.
It's also obvious you don't love your H anymore.... Do the kind thing and stop stringing him along. Get a D and set him free to find someone he doesn't have bad baggage with. Maybe then (with a new love interest) he wouldn't have the functioning problem he had with you.
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Ever hear of an 'exit A'? I think that's what you're having. Could be the earlier A was an exit A also. Some ppl have A's because they want out of their M. Your H knows at some level you want out which is why he has trouble 'performing.' As for your AP, I see all kinds of red flags and you do too. My rule is one lie to me and I'm out. The A life is risky enough as it is (which of course is part of the thrill).
-jana
I am currently in therapy.
I feel your pain.. I am going through the same thing. I know I must break it off with ap however all the time we break up I feel dead inside.
Lost,
Your AP sounds like mine.