i feel so freakin used and dumb
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i feel so freakin used and dumb
| Thu, 04-16-2009 - 4:50pm |
Ive been in my A for about 6 months and and when we first started he knew i was a mw and he was a single guy living with a couple of roomates!!! well tables have turned he has a gf now( i didnt care) cuz me and him fought so much and we are actually not seeing each other like that ( we are jus friends) and i did try the NC thing it worked for a couple of days but see it was hard on my part because ive fallin for him and have feeling he does too>> and one of the reason we ended was becasue he coundnt do the other man thing.... But anyhow We had NC for like 3 days and HE called me.. me being stupid accepted his friend request and even hung out with him... i made the mistake of having IC with him last night and i felt so wrong for it because anther girl is already with him and that makes me jealous ( i guess thats how he felt when we were together and he was the OM) well today he calls me and even brings me lunch ( im pregnant) and i had these craving >> and well he brought what i wanted. LOL well he calls me like 30 mins ago to tell me that his GF is going to his house and he'll call me when he takes her home ( im so fkkin pissed ) and i dont know why.. inspite that he tells me he loves me and cant let me why he still wants to mess with this ugly girl??? IM TOTALLY VENTING HERE BUT I NEED SOME ADVICE ????? has anyone ever been in this situation

I think you need to calm down and not be angry. Honey, you are pregnant with another man's child. You don't really have a leg to stand on here. Sure you feel jealous, and I get that. I suggest you put yourself in HIS shoes before you go flying off the handle.
It true that im pregnant but see theres a possibility its his!! is why he's still around and why im still around!! im pissed because our relationship at one point was so good i was going to leave my sons dad for him... but he got all weird so when i tried to stop talking to him he would also freak!! so its like we cant let each other go.. for one im pregnant and HB doesnt know theres a chance its not his and i havent really planned on telling him and let him raise da baby cuz it could still be his!! im pissed cuz RB never really tried to work it out and instead got a new GF so idk i know im really jealous but he is too when im with HB
Like you said this was probably how he felt when he was S and now the tables have turned since he is in a R.