I had too much to drink...........
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I had too much to drink...........
| Mon, 09-01-2003 - 8:01pm |
I had too much to drink and ended up in a car with a married man. A married man that I am not interested in. I don't know what happened, I can't remember. My friend said I came out of the car fixing buttons. This friend was not happy with me. I think she probably thinks very badly of me now. Anyway, the guy in the car works with a man that I am interested in. I feel really bad about this. I feel bad for my husband. And also bad for the one I want. The weird thing is that I don't feel bad about the man out there that I really would like to start something with. No guilt going on with that one. He and I have had a few nights out together that always end with us making out. Nothing more. Anyway, just trying to figure out my feelings. Why one has my stomach turning and then just thinking about the other has my stomach filled with butterflies. The fact that I don't know what went on in the car is driving me nuts. I guess I might be worried that he'll tell the other guy. But he is married and hopefully wants to keep things quiet. The other one is single. I think my husband should kick me out over what went on yesterday. Yet feel there is nothing wrong with the feelings I have for the other guy or the time we spend together. Not sure what exactly what I am looking for on here but I am interested if anyone has been in this type of situation and if so, how do I feel better? And would love to hear some theories on why one makes me feel guilty and the other I don't think twice about. I feel like such a bad person. Thanks for listening. Maybe I just needed to get this off my chest.
