I know I shouldn't but i want to?
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I know I shouldn't but i want to?
| Wed, 11-05-2003 - 3:03pm |
Hey,
This is my first time posting on any message board..But it feels great to know that there's someone who feels like me. Falling is not the question...I'm a MW who's in love with a MM. He's a person that I've known all my life. I haven't talked to him in 2 years until 2 weeks ago when we met for dinner and yes the feelings are still there & are mutual..We both love our families & say that we're happy...but how can we be when we have the feelings that we do for each other?
This is my first time posting on any message board..But it feels great to know that there's someone who feels like me. Falling is not the question...I'm a MW who's in love with a MM. He's a person that I've known all my life. I haven't talked to him in 2 years until 2 weeks ago when we met for dinner and yes the feelings are still there & are mutual..We both love our families & say that we're happy...but how can we be when we have the feelings that we do for each other?
I can't get him out of my mind! All we did was go out to dinner to "catch up"; and unfortunately the night ending with an amazing kiss that brought back many memories of us. He wants to see me again, and I want to see him, but it's just not right...I keep telling myself that it isn't, but the attraction is so strong. I don't know what I'm going to do!
Did I mention that we had the most amazing love making when we did date years ago?!
HELP!!

But at times it is a roller coster ride, and it not with out some heart ache. But for us for now this is working.
You have to decide what works for you!
dayz
When I think about my H, I do feel guilty, & I haven't even gone out with my MM yet!
Hopelessly confused!!
Thanks!
Good luck. Follow you heart!!
Keep us posted, you'll love it here!!
dayz
I feel like I'm in a cloud...It's a really nice feeling too! He & I are supposed to get together to have dinner in a few weeks, and i can't wait. The only thing is trying to make time to see him. My schedule is so routine, that it's so hard to get out alone from time to time.
Any suggestions?
I strongly suggest that you consider the consequences from all angles before you proceed with your MM - Just be aware and move forward cautiously...its a rough road at times and there is a lull after the high so also be prepared for that...
Good luck to you and keep us posted!
cl-liberalgirl
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