I may have goofed...
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I may have goofed...
| Fri, 10-31-2003 - 3:25pm |
I know I posted I was going to give MM his space and I was so resolved in doing so. But it got close to quitting time and I'm staying a little later than usual today, so I left him a message that if he gets the message before he leaves today to at least call and say hi. I told him if he didn't call, I'd get the message loud and clear and I'd make sure I wasn't at the gym tomorrow morning when he's there. That'll drive him crazy, actually. More than anything he likes me there, giving him attention. He just eats it up. Anyway, I guess I'll have my answer within the next half hour. Was that bad to do? If he doesn't call today I'm definitely not calling him again until he calls me.
Gosh, this is SO hard. It feels like I won't make it through. I fell back in deeper than I thought I had this time.

we are so mean
it's just sitting in my drafts file. not sure if i'll actually send it. just felt good to get off my chest.