I may have goofed...

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-03-2003
I may have goofed...
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Fri, 10-31-2003 - 3:25pm
I know I posted I was going to give MM his space and I was so resolved in doing so. But it got close to quitting time and I'm staying a little later than usual today, so I left him a message that if he gets the message before he leaves today to at least call and say hi. I told him if he didn't call, I'd get the message loud and clear and I'd make sure I wasn't at the gym tomorrow morning when he's there. That'll drive him crazy, actually. More than anything he likes me there, giving him attention. He just eats it up. Anyway, I guess I'll have my answer within the next half hour. Was that bad to do? If he doesn't call today I'm definitely not calling him again until he calls me.

Gosh, this is SO hard. It feels like I won't make it through. I fell back in deeper than I thought I had this time.

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-06-2003
Fri, 10-31-2003 - 3:27pm
well i hope he responds..and if not..i hope it's because he never got your message.
iVillage Member
Registered: 09-03-2003
Fri, 10-31-2003 - 3:31pm
Yeah, but won't it feel gratifying to know he may get that message too late...whether it's today after I leave or Monday morning or whenever...and because of his own stubborness he didn't get to see me at the gym.
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-06-2003
Fri, 10-31-2003 - 3:36pm
hehe..that would be cruel..lol

we are so mean

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Registered: 10-06-2003
Fri, 10-31-2003 - 3:40pm
i was really getting ticked and bi@##@# last night about not hearing from om. so i wrote an email..pretty much saying not to bother to talk to me..if he even is, till the end of the month. and that dh and i are doing a lot better (which we are) and i want to enjoy my anniversary vacation in 2 weeks and not be thinking all lovey dovey thoughts of him.

it's just sitting in my drafts file. not sure if i'll actually send it. just felt good to get off my chest.