I feel for you. You hit it on the head when you said that having your AP with you everyday and then not being able to see him daily is what is making this separation hard for you. It is hard for those of us who only see our AP few times a year or even once/twice a year (like me). I could not imagine having him with me everyday, getting used to that and then losing him, I would feel just like you. Hang in there.
So sorry for your pain Alive! I hope someday this is just a sad memory and you're in a much better place!
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