i need to get a life!

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Registered: 08-11-2009
i need to get a life!
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Sat, 11-07-2009 - 6:49pm

So this is my weekend alone (my son is with his dad) and all I am doing is moping around wishing I could be with AP.

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Registered: 08-28-2004
Sat, 11-07-2009 - 8:25pm

Hi alive,


I feel the same way. I definitely need to get a life. My and H and I are seperated too but AP is still with his W. ugh! I miss him alot even when I've just seen him. I'm actually frustrated right now. He just called and wanted to vent about something that has to do with his son. This is a child from another R not by his W. I was all ears and being understanding, trying to comfort. Then he had to mention his W's name. I guess he had discussed it with her too. After he said that, I didnt even hear him anymore. Once we got off the phone I just started crying. Anytime he says her name I feel like I'm ready to dump him. It just throws the whole situation in my face and reminds me that yes, he is married and he and W do communicate. He might not ever leave her.


I know that is a possibility anyway but still, I dont want to hear anything about her. Especially when you stated how much you love me and can see being with me forever. I sit here and wonder also when this craziness will end. I simply cant take this much longer. Well, I didnt mean to go all into that, I just needed to vent.

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Registered: 08-11-2009
Sat, 11-07-2009 - 9:45pm

Hi Caribu,


Don't worry about the vent!