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I NEED SUPPORT OR ADVICE!!!
| Tue, 12-02-2003 - 9:23pm |
I'm not sure how to feel. I cried because I was feeling sad.
My MM and I had been doing well, but the week of thanksgiving he got sick. He already had a load of work that week, but winded up staying home cause of it. He did email a couple of times while he ws at home, but then let 4 days pass w/o a call or even a email. He got back to work on monday and sent a quick email saying he missed me and also said he had a ton of work to do. I waited for his call cause he would call me on his way home, but there was no call.
This morning,tuesday, I sent him a email saying I was upset that he let so many days pass w/o a word as to let me know what was happening & that he should have called me on his way home. He sent a email back saying he knew I would be so he didn't call cause he didn't want to deal with it because he was still dealing with his illness, plus he has work and also has bills to pay and things are stressing him out, but that it had nothing to do with our relationship just that he's having trouble dealing with all that. I answered back saying I understood. Then he answered saying he would call on his way home cause he wanted to relax, but again he didn't call.
My MM and I had been doing well, but the week of thanksgiving he got sick. He already had a load of work that week, but winded up staying home cause of it. He did email a couple of times while he ws at home, but then let 4 days pass w/o a call or even a email. He got back to work on monday and sent a quick email saying he missed me and also said he had a ton of work to do. I waited for his call cause he would call me on his way home, but there was no call.
This morning,tuesday, I sent him a email saying I was upset that he let so many days pass w/o a word as to let me know what was happening & that he should have called me on his way home. He sent a email back saying he knew I would be so he didn't call cause he didn't want to deal with it because he was still dealing with his illness, plus he has work and also has bills to pay and things are stressing him out, but that it had nothing to do with our relationship just that he's having trouble dealing with all that. I answered back saying I understood. Then he answered saying he would call on his way home cause he wanted to relax, but again he didn't call.
I miss hearing his voice on the phone. I feel sad cause we haven't talked on the phone. Except for a few emails in between, I haven't heard his voice in 12 days. I guess I don't understand why he can't just call me. Why would it be so hard to do? If it's not about our relationship then why hasn't he called me?
Am I making to big of a deal? Am I being overly sensitive?

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We all know that what we are doing is not acceptable to some people but until they have walked a mile in our shoes please do not pass judgement on us by calling us sinners. This is our life as we know it.
Seeburg
I don't know what fleabag said,but all I know is she is the one with the problem.
People who judge other people like that are just envious, lol.
SO DO SOMETHING JUST FOR YOU!!! -- make plans to go somewhere fun during the holiday season, so you have something to look forward to and are not just thinking the negative thoughts about your MM. and besides, with MM's situation at home/work with the W, it sounds like he wouldn't be much fun and/or good to you if you did manage to get together -- just too distracted!
cheer yourself up and do something fun, happy, exciting, whatever it takes to change your mood for the better!
take care,
gurl
and enjoy your time with your girlfriend and all subsequent occasions with girlfriends. i've found that my girl posse is my BEST medicine for any situation!
more hugs to ya,
gurl
He's stressing about work and other things. Things he needs to take care of at home. So I decided to give him his space for a bit. I said I would back off. He doesn't need me hounding him right now. I'm not going anywhere I'm just going to slide to the background for a bit. I don't want to, but I think I need to ---> for my sanity.
I know he'll come around again once he de-stresses. I just hope he doesn't take to long (fingers crossed).
Wish me luck, :).
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