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|Sat, 03-10-2012 - 1:35pm|
Well yesterday was the day I had been dreading since I made the call to the police and it was confirmed that xap had over dosed..I said my final goodbye to him in a public forum where I could grieve but not whisper a word of how I felt. It was a beautiful service and there were so many people that I had not seen in years so it was nice. His ex wife or what ever she was made a scene and it took all the strength and self control I have (and I have a lot) not to knock her teeth out. She did everything she could to annoy everyone there. I am on my way back home now and did stop this morning at the grave to say a private good bye. I know that it will hurt for a long time because despite all we went through, I did love him and a piece of my heart he still holds.