I Think He Ended It

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Registered: 02-18-2008
I Think He Ended It
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Tue, 08-26-2008 - 4:45pm

Hey everyone. I haven't been here in a while, sorry about that. I am trying to get a handle right now on what is going on with EAP and I or as I should say X-EAP. As you all know, we were HS sweethearts for two years. We got back in contact the beginning of this year, talked everyday, shared our feelings for one another. We both still love one another,

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iVillage Member
Registered: 11-28-2007
Tue, 08-26-2008 - 4:54pm

Gal -


just sending you big, huge (((((HUGS))))) honey - and you know we are always here for you if you need us.

lightning in my heart

iVillage Member
Registered: 02-18-2008
Tue, 08-26-2008 - 4:58pm

Thank you tgr...


yes, I feel at home here, think I will stay around here too. Missing him so much.

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Registered: 06-27-2006
Tue, 08-26-2008 - 8:43pm

I am so sorry, I can imagine how hard this whole time must be for you.

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-18-2008
Wed, 08-27-2008 - 3:02am
I'm sorry things ended and you're feeling like this. I too feel very bad and I don't think I'm realizing what has happened yet.

Stay strong and post here or on EAS when you feel you need support.
iVillage Member
Registered: 04-27-2008
Wed, 08-27-2008 - 7:50am

As you know, I am going through the same thing.


But I realized this morning that I am still me, with or without AP in my life.

iVillage Member
Registered: 02-18-2008
Wed, 08-27-2008 - 5:30pm

Thank you for your encouraging words. We can only take one day at a time. The one thing though that I am enjoying is not feeling the constant anxiety and rejection that I felt everyday for four months. The past four months of my EA

iVillage Member
Registered: 02-18-2008
Wed, 08-27-2008 - 5:31pm
thank you for the support, it is very much appreciated.
iVillage Member
Registered: 02-18-2008
Wed, 08-27-2008 - 5:32pm

All we can do is take one day at a time.. we will make it

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-18-2008
Wed, 08-27-2008 - 5:35pm
I'm glad you're feeling positive things about this. And I hope I will soon feel the same way when I have a final talk with my AP or better STBXAP. I'm still confused, crying, anxious because I need closure. I need him to tell me it's over so I can begin coping with it.

Hugs to all of you.
iVillage Member
Registered: 02-18-2008
Wed, 08-27-2008 - 5:40pm
i know what you mean. My XEAP did not really end it. I don't think he could do it or maybe he thinks one day he will be back. But, I am moving on now, I've got to. I know it's hard and believe me, I cry at some point daily right now, but each day, I feel better and stronger and I know I am going to make it.

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