I thought I was strong but....
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I thought I was strong but....
| Wed, 09-17-2003 - 7:10am |
...I feel so bad, guilty miserable about this whole situation.
Why did he had to tell her? Why couldn’t he just wait until things between us where more concrete? This pressure - I can’t handle it anymore! He thinks it’s so easy…tell your H and get things moving. Why waiting?
But it’s not that easy…I’ve got two children to consider.
Sometimes I would like to shout at him tell him that it wasn’t me who told him to tell his wife – he choose to tell her. To stop making me feel this way! But then I don’t say nothing….as usual – but I know that I have to tell him. I just know he will get the wrong end of the stick and think that I don’t want him and he has given up everything for me and now I don’t want him….
Thank you for “listening”
Ari
Why did he had to tell her? Why couldn’t he just wait until things between us where more concrete? This pressure - I can’t handle it anymore! He thinks it’s so easy…tell your H and get things moving. Why waiting?
But it’s not that easy…I’ve got two children to consider.
Sometimes I would like to shout at him tell him that it wasn’t me who told him to tell his wife – he choose to tell her. To stop making me feel this way! But then I don’t say nothing….as usual – but I know that I have to tell him. I just know he will get the wrong end of the stick and think that I don’t want him and he has given up everything for me and now I don’t want him….
Thank you for “listening”
Ari
