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I want him back
| Sun, 10-18-2009 - 4:48pm |
It has been one year since it ended, and I am still a mess inside. Oh, how I long to hear his voice, or touch his skin. I have lost contact with him, he is no longer employed thanks to the economy. I don't know how to reach him other than calling his house and risking his wife finding out, or stalking him (which I don't really have time to do, but have considered it seriously). He was and is the love of my life, my first love, and only true love. I can't stand not having any contact what so ever. Please give me any ideas to reach him, I am desperate at this point, simply desperate.

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Hang in there tomorrow is another day. Be well.
Hi Princess,
I am so very sorry for your pain. I know how you feel. At one point AP and I lost contact for some months and it was very hard and painful. But as time went on it got easier but then we reconnected. So that progress I made was thrown out the window.
As one poster just stated, we should all without a doubt try to be productive and improve ourselves, we know that, yada, yada, yada. But it takes time to get back on track sometimes. Take it one day at a time. What you are feeling is not creepy or strange. I've been there before so I understand. Vent whenever you need to.
Btw, What is your story?
HUGS
WOW....a lot of critical people here on MAS. Ignore the haters!
I know it hurts but if we knew your story a lil more then we could help you out. How did the A end? You are human and love can break the heart whether its all good/bad. Its almost like you have to grieve and pretend the AP passed away to be able to move on with life.
At the top of the MAS page there is the statement by iVillage, "Please read our board guidelines before posting."
Well said Lost. Even though i am interested to always hear other peoples take on situations, this board is here for a reason. If you dont like what is being discussed here, then dont read it and certainly dont post your tripe.
Zverushka- I was told if i have nothing nice to say, dont say anything at all, so heres my take on your opinion:"..........."
Princess, if it has been a year, then you have gone way too long stewing about this man. He is M and unless YOU have moved homes, he would have contacted you if he wanted you. Take the silence as the fact you didnt mean as much to him as he did to you. No one likes rejection, but you have to draw where you become obsessive about him and maybe therapy or some other form of looking into yourself will give you answers to why you cannot move on. You cannot find a new love until you get past your need for this man although he is long gone.
Good luck to you.
SB
Hi Princess....I can understand what you're going through. My situation is a little different, but I understand the need to talk to him. I keep saying I'm not going to talk to my AP, then I go and call him. Sometimes I do find myself taking drives just to see where his is and what he's doing.
Have you thought about talking to a counselor to get through this? There's no shame in speaking to someone who can help on a professional level.
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