I was at EAS now I'm here, can't let go
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I was at EAS now I'm here, can't let go
| Tue, 09-02-2008 - 5:39pm |
Hi
I have been at EAS a little while now..I think it's time I come here as they are losing patience with me over there (I don't blame them) but I am struggling BIG TIME.

>>>"I know in my heart he is probably just using me...but I love him and he says he loves me and I love my H too..I feel terrible but want to be happy again..please help."<<<
If anyone would have been able to help you, it would have been those ladies at EAS. What you are doing is very destructive to yourself and your H not to mention very dangerous. You could catch all kinds of STD's and who knows what your H or his W will do if you two get caught. You need to sort out why you're letting yourself be used like this. Your AP is offering you NOTHING but cheap sex on the side. I think you have come to the lowest point when you're entertaining accepting that he's having another A besides just you. How do we tell ourselves that, that's okay?
If you're really serious about wanting help, seek professional help and start deep within yourself.