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I'm back. (m)
| Fri, 12-19-2003 - 12:21pm |
As some of you may recall, I attempted to end my EMA a few weeks ago. That lasted for two days. We were both miserable. Since then, MM and I have both been making a real effort to enjoy what we *do* have rather than dwelling on what we don't. Quite honestly, I haven't been back to the board because I am embarassed about my obvious lack of "willpower" in staying away from MM. But I'm sure at least a few of you may have BTDT, so I thought I'd post anyway.
I also wanted to share that my MM was, as luck would have it, my office Secret Santa this year. Today we all revealed ourselves, and MM's gift to me was a beautiful silver necklace with the symbol for Pisces hanging from it. Obviously, I can't very well wear it anywhere BUT the office, because it's not exactly an inexpensive gift and DH would surely wonder. But MM had seen me drooling over it the other day in a nearby shop, and it just warms my heart to know that he not only noticed, but went back and bought it for me. Melt.....
Anyway, I'm back, and undoubtedly will be here for awhile! ;-)
Signatures On
| Fri, 12-19-2003 - 2:10pm |
Wrote MM a goodbye letter last week and gave it to him. Just couldn't handle the ups and downs anymore. Way too many downs! He called me and said he understood but didn't want our 20+ friendship to end and needed to say goodbye face-to-face. Well, my "break-up" lasted maybe two days also. I realize I can only blame myself if I get miserable again but he really seemed to realize just how much we meant to each other. We are such suckers for our MM!! Hang in there and welcome back.
