I’m depressed today
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| Wed, 05-19-2004 - 4:50pm |
OM told me that his mother questioned him about the nature of our relationship. I barely know the woman – we’re both in the local Garden Club, but we’ve never talked. OM told her that we are just friends. OM’s mother told him that I am a “b**ch” and that he should stay away from me. LOL.
My H’s renewed interest in me continues. He now wants me almost every night – before my A began, I was lucky if it was once a month. It’s such a chore. He used to satisfy me, but after having experienced OM, I doubt that he ever will again. When H tries to initiate something, I make up an excuse to refuse him. If that doesn’t work, I submit, then I moan a lot and wiggle my hips a few times, all the while desperately hoping that he finishes quickly. When it’s finally over, I gush about how great his performance was and how much I enjoyed it. H thinks that he’s a big stud, but in reality, he’s pathetic. I don’t understand how he has been successful in business – he’s a total idiot.

A lot of the feelings you have expressed are so familiar to me!