I'm Glad AP#2 Walked out on me 2nite...

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Registered: 12-15-2003
I'm Glad AP#2 Walked out on me 2nite...
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Sun, 01-25-2009 - 10:19pm

i know a lot of you dont approve of what i do or who i am.

~k
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Registered: 08-19-2008
Sun, 01-25-2009 - 11:51pm

Sorry in advance 'cause I'm gonna sound mean. You need help!!! Do you think everybody is telling you that just to hear themselves talk? Something is very wrong and it's like talking to a child who doesn't listen. I bet that this AP#2 has finally had enough. You like the drama but guess what? It can get tiring and old to people who cares and wants to help you. Happiness is within yourself no matter how many men you ensnare to be your AP, they'll only leave you with more holes that you'll desperately keep wanting to fill.

You come here glorifying your A's 1 thru 5. Well, guess what?! We're not impressed! it's not healthy and something has to be really wrong to make you live like that. You've been posting about how much you want to end it with this AP#2, but base on this post, all I see is you giving him all kinds of mixed signals. Good for him for finally seeing right thru you and finally having enough guts to walk away.

You indicated in some of your posts that your H is abusive. Yet, your stringing along men that doesn't treat you well either. You need to realized that maybe the common denomination is YOU. Only you can stop all this madness. Seek professional help.



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iVillage Member
Registered: 12-12-2008
Mon, 01-26-2009 - 8:01am
I agree with GG2... I think you have MAJOR self-esteem issues and need men to define your self worth. I hope you get some help from a therapist.
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Registered: 10-22-2008
Mon, 01-26-2009 - 12:00pm

Sounds like you've had a rough day with men.

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Registered: 06-08-2007
Mon, 01-26-2009 - 12:03pm
I depends o what your heart tells you to do. No one can tell you what to do, you have to decide wha to do. Good luck i what ever you choose to do.
Ap and I won't be having sex for a while. I was thinking possibly the papaloma virus, I know it can be contagious. From what I read somtimes it doesn't show up for 1 to 3 years in an affected person. My ap is the only one I've slept with and my h. Ap has only slept with me and his wife, my h onlyu me, wife only ap. I hope I'm wrong. Immune system or medication will kill it, he has to know.
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Registered: 12-12-2008
Mon, 01-26-2009 - 12:08pm

Tori,


You wrote:


HPAp and I won't be having sex for a while. I was thinking possibly the papaloma virus, I know it can be contagious. From what I read somtimes it doesn't show up for 1 to 3 years in an affected person. My ap is the only one I've slept with and my h. Ap has only slept with me and his wife, my h onlyu me, wife only ap. I hope I'm wrong. Immune system or medication will kill it, he has to know.V?


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Registered: 06-08-2007
Mon, 01-26-2009 - 12:21pm
Its a post that got trapped in my signature box from a while aggo, and im not pc savy, so i dont know how to delete it. So when i posted i forgot to delete.
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Registered: 11-29-2006
Mon, 01-26-2009 - 1:02pm

Hi, Tori, to fix that signature problem, click on "board settings" above and that will open up a new window for you to edit your profile signature. Once you have edited the text box that appears there to your liking, scroll down and click on "submit" to save the changes. Then, when you re-visit the board and post again, your new signature should appear. If you have any problems, just let me know and I'll be glad to try and help. :)

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iVillage Member
Registered: 12-15-2003
Mon, 01-26-2009 - 1:21pm

well thank you for agreeing with me (the ones that did).

~k