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| Thu, 04-01-2004 - 11:05am |
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Edited 10/19/2004 2:07 pm ET ET by whatnow04
Edited 10/19/2004 2:07 pm ET ET by whatnow04
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| Thu, 04-01-2004 - 12:54pm |
You are not an idiot, i really dont have any advice for ya, just hang in there and enjoy the ride. I wish i wouldve been like you and let the A be just a sexual thing but me and MM did not. Now i am going to be dealing with the pain because i am breaking it off with MM even though i have been in this A for a year and just found 3 weeks ago that he loved me. I dont know if maybe i was expecting too much from MM, but what i do know is deserve the contact either by calling, emails etc. I have talked to MM about the NC several times and all he would say is he agreed that we needed to see each other more but he is not making an effort and i am tired of putting my life on hold for MM when he acts like he just doesnt care. I wish you and your MM the best, but it wouldve upset me too if i found out that my MM and his W were trying to have a baby. I went into this A wanting more than just sexual pleasure from MM but really all i got was just that. I think he just told me what i wanted to hear. I have heard rumors that he is an emotional player with women and honestly i dont need that in my life. I have made big risks for my MM, like my H knows about the A but thinks it is over, which now it is over, on the other hand, MM's W has not a clue about the A. I might be giving up on something special with MM but lately i feel he wants it his way or no way, I am a giver, not a taker. Just be patient and things will fall into place.
| Thu, 04-01-2004 - 1:48pm |
It sounds like he's playing games with you and it's not fair. I understand how hard it is for you though to break it off with him. I would suggest telling him not to send dirty emails if he is going to back them up. Tell him no one likes a tease!
