I'm living in a sick soap opera
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I'm living in a sick soap opera
| Thu, 09-10-2009 - 8:20pm |
I've been on here before discussing my "crush" on a family friend. Recently, his wife has been hanging out with me a lot more. I just found out that she's in an affair with one of their family friends. She told me.

Man, do I ever know how you feel! I have a great friend and colleague of mine that I have found it fairly tempting to "go there" with before. One thing is for sure...if you are allowing your mind to visualize the act...you will ATTRACT that act to yourself. I have now slept with him twice...although they were very spread out incidents over the last year and half (we live in different towns and have truly only had the opportunity 3 times...and twice we haven't been able to resist. The first time "it" happens, you will most likely have a conversation about not letting it happen again, but then it will and when it does...it confirms and make you think more and more about him. It is very confusing when we are trying to live our lives and looking at our hubbies and we keep thinking about the feelings of passion and true emotion we have for these other men. My suggestion is try your best to not allow "it" to happen b/c once it does...you will have an acceptance and are more likely to want to go there again. Try not allowing him to be around you as much knowing that it is getting harder and harder to resist.
Confused,
Please don't get sucked into this crazy life of affairs.