I'm not like the others here -

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Registered: 05-01-2004
I'm not like the others here -
Mon, 05-03-2004 - 8:18am
Yeah right!!!!

I am in love with a MM. He has never given me

ANY false hope EVER.

So why did I still think I should leave my (for all intents and purposes working M of 16 years) to live in a literally one room apartment?

Because as my H is quick and often keen to requote me "MM is my alter ego - I will be happy just to wait around for MM and see him even if its only twice a week, it will be enough for me"

This is apparently what I said back in December to H before I moved out.

And I know its true I did say it. But I was certain of how I felt.

I had after all known MM at this point , for six weeks.


So here I sit. And wait. And MM does come around. More than twice a week in fact :) But its not enough. And never will be.

kmx