I'm so disappointed.....
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I'm so disappointed.....
| Thu, 04-08-2004 - 7:15pm |
I was really looking forward to seeing MM tonight, even if it was just for a little while. We were going to meet for dinner, but apparently work got in the way. Sure, we see each other at the office (though not this week), but this time there would be just the two of us. I guess it isn't meant to happen yet but I'm still really disappointed about it.
I'm leaving town tomorrow for 4 days and it will be total NC I'm sure. It would have been nice to get a kiss goodbye before I left. He keeps telling me to be patient, it will happen. It is SO HARD though sometimes. I just want to be with him without having to pretend I don't have feelings for him!!!!!!!
Thanks for letting me vent. Just needed to get it out. My heart hurts tonight.
