An interesting update (yes, already)
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An interesting update (yes, already)
| Wed, 05-12-2004 - 2:00pm |
Just got another email from MM (from the secret account). It was sent before the good bye email, but arrived later. It was titled "Good Bye for Now." He warned me that the other good bye email was coming and said it would be harsh for the benefit of his W. He said he must be super careful now because his wife is tracking everything - apparently even at work. He said he won't contact me any more and that I shouldn't contact him either. He said that it hurts to say goodbye but that he's doing it for my protection. For now he is going to put 100% into his M and see what happens. He asked that I do the same. He said he'd always love me and not to forget that.
OMG. Now I'm falling apart. I want desparately to write him back and acknowlege that I got this email but I think I better not. Hopefully he knows that I got it and I understand. It was easier when I thought I could be angry with him. Now I'm just so, so, so SAD!!!!!
GB2

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I hope you know that you are in my thoughts. I cannot post here as much I would like to anymore, as I am trying to abide by my H's wishes. But I do read everyday, and nothing could stop me from responding to you today.
It's going to be h*ll, but it will get better (I keep telling myself the very same thing). Eventually though, it will. As I have said before, as time passes the ache will lessen, doesn't mean we will ever stop loving or forgetting. And when that time comes, we will be able to cherish and smile at wonderful memories.
Everyone once in a while, something will happen to remind you of words spoken or gestures made, and it won't hurt, it will make you happy that you had the opportunity of meeting this man, and you will feel blessed (as I do).
So anyway, GB2, please know that I am here for you anytime, and even if I can't respond to you immediately, that I will be thinking of you. Also, please feel free to email me anytime at red_bella37@hotmail.com
((((((GB2))))))
Take care
Red
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Take care of yourself and try to find something to take your mind off of it. I know what you are saying about being angry..........at least then it would be such a different focus. Knowing what he is going thru too makes it difficult I am sure.
Remember we're all here for you and thinking about you.
Hugs, Kitty
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