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| Tue, 04-20-2004 - 3:10pm |
I have replied to a few posts and I know that no one knows me. I used to post on the board a very long time ago and then just stopped (don't know why, just did). Anyway, a very brief history: married 7 1/2 years (together for 10, know my H for 23 years), started EMA 3 1/2 years ago, getting divorced this Thursday and I just had to break it off with MM because he has made no attempt to follow through on the dreams, plans, and goals we have discussed.
Needless to say, my plate is full, but my heart feels hollow and empty. I'm back here because I have no one to talk to about this and I hope to find some peace through reading and writing here. I am still so much in love with my MM that I couldn't adequately express my feelings in words. He didn't want this break, but i told him that until he is free and clear then we can't move forward. It just hurts deeply and I just want the sadness to go away. Thank all of you who took the time to read this.
MidnightBlue

Welcome back to the board, midnight.
I guess I don't have any magical answers for you. I don't know if my rambling on about my situation and yours was helpful or not. But know that you're not alone and I know you'll make it through this. And I believe you'll find the happiness you deserve, whether with MM or with someone else. Just be strong and keep moving ahead. And take care of yourself.
Thank You for your words, they did help. I am divorcing my H because of extreme emotional/verbal abuse to be very brief. I have always known the reasons for my D, noting that my MM was a completely separate situation. My MM DID help me gain the strength to follow through on something that should have been done years ago. Once again, thank you for your words and I will be posting often. It's all I have at the moment to get through this.
MidnightBlue
and btw, i have a feeling that you haven't heard the last of your MM. if he didn't want to end the R, he will probably give you some time and then be in contact somehow. it's up to you how you respond at that point.
stay around and keep us posted. stay strong!!
life