it gets harder to leave and go home.

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Registered: 09-19-2008
it gets harder to leave and go home.
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Mon, 03-30-2009 - 6:17pm
It seems like it gets harder to leave him and go home. Today he was finding excuses for me to stay a bit longer. First time i hugged and kissed him good bye, then he found an excuse for me to stay another 10 minutes, i was going to walk out the door, then shut it, and hugged him again, we kissed, i knew and he knew i had to go. Over the week end i missed him so badly, and told him. All i can think of is my ap, omg the tangled web we weave. I never wanted to get like this.
iVillage Member
Registered: 03-08-2009
Mon, 03-30-2009 - 7:25pm
I still feel that way after nearly four years.
iVillage Member
Registered: 09-19-2008
Mon, 03-30-2009 - 8:10pm
When i stopped by to see my ap today, when he answered the door he had a smile on his face. He told me he was going to take a nap before i got there, but he couldnt because of the of the anticipation of me coming.
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Registered: 03-08-2009
Mon, 03-30-2009 - 8:24pm
Awwwww!...
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Registered: 09-19-2008
Mon, 03-30-2009 - 8:40pm
I forgot to add he told me just walk in, he left the doors unlocked for me. First time ever.