It's about being Appreciated
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| Tue, 09-30-2003 - 12:58pm |
Tonight I am leaving on business for a few days. When I go away, this house falls apart which I suppose is to be expected, mom's not home.
For the past few weeks with me working out of the country or province I have hardly seen my H. I thought, maybe just this once, before I leave he may take some time out of his schedule which consists of working, visiting his brother or working on his toys, that he may find time to spend time with me.
After him watching TV for a few hours and me cleanign the house midnight we get to bed, I get a peck on the cheek and told to have a good time as he rolls over to go to bed. I was soo ticked.
Then today MM tells me how he will miss me. Then says "will H be home to see you off" I just said "no, we said our goodbyes last night" and MM said "i bet" in a joking manner. I looked confused and he said "you did spend the night with your H didn't you and he did say his goodbyes" and I just smiled and said, well I got a kiss on the cheek and was told to have a good time. MM was biting his tongue so hard, and I asked him "what?" and he says, "that man doesn't appreciate how lucky he is" then he apologized for saying it.
But sadly he is right. I love my H, we are good friends, but the passion is gone and as in most marriages we got comfortable and forget to appreciate eachother. I am just as guilty, but I am working on that.
I have no intentions on leaving my H, he is an excellent father, and I know he does love me and I him, but sometimes OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry needed to vent. Hope all of you have a great week and to those who are going through hard times, keep the faith and all will work out in the end.
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