It's So Hard
Find a Conversation
|Fri, 09-21-2012 - 7:52am|
Even though we haven't really slowed down meeting up, we have slow down all communication except if we see each other outside of the houses. I don't text, I don't call that is what he wanted. I've been trying to stay away from my front porch, staying away from doing anything outside when I know he's home. I need my space too but it is really hard. I just want to sit down and talk to him, ask him where he wants us to be in a week/month/year. I feel like I'm cut off from him except when he wants to meet up. It's not a good feeling at all. It's just really hard to know he's next door and I can't see/be with him.
If there is one bit of advice I can give anyone about getting into an affair, just don't do it with a neighbor!