I've really screwed it up now!!!!
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I've really screwed it up now!!!!
| Sun, 12-07-2003 - 10:23am |
When your MM wants to know what you are feeling or what you want, think twice before telling him! Its all about self preservation. I told him what i wanted in the future and i thought he wanted the same thing, when he told me it was not possible for us to have a future other than what we have right now, his word was he CAN'T. I told him I thought it was more along the lines of WON'T. Needless to say our conversation ended with everything up in the air and it may be all over. I was okay with the way things were, but now that all the cards are on the table so to speak, its ruined everything. So it actually pays to keep a few things to yourself especially if you want to keep him.

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I have been over emotional about my A also, which is very out of character for me.I think I am starting to drive MM crazy with this. We spend alot of time together thru the week, and talk on the phone at least twice a day, but I have noticed the over emotional and overthinking times come during the weekends when we don't see each other due to responsibilities at home. This is something that I will have to get under control before I push him away.
Good luck dealing with everything
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