Just a hello

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-05-2008
Just a hello
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Thu, 01-29-2009 - 4:04pm

Hi Everyone...


Not sure if any of you remember me...just to say hello...


I dont like the word AP anymore...or lover...

Live for today as tomorrow may never happen!


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iVillage Member
Registered: 07-03-2007
In reply to: pocohontis
Fri, 01-30-2009 - 8:59am
Hi Poco!!! Good to see you. I am still here. I just found that my job was not letting me give the attention to the board that it needs. That and I am in a different place now in

 

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-05-2008
In reply to: pocohontis
Thu, 02-05-2009 - 4:44pm

Hi Cubbies...


Its nice to know your still around...As I said from the start i know im with him forever (his my twin flame)...not because i am not strong enough to walk away but because I am inlove with him too much. A development since we last spoke was he admitted to being inlove with me..when i said i was leaving the relationship he literally had a panic attack right infront of me round mine....ive not been able to forgive myself for that since it happened...


Things have not been the same since, they have been better!..we find it difficult..and he is only in his relationship because he wants to be there for the kids...(dont ask) been there myself as a kid..


But he knows how i feel and his heart is now totally with me...I get the feeling that things will be ok now...


Will still lurk here though and try and help others if i feel others will benefit from my advice...?


Live for today as tomorrow may never happen!


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iVillage Member
Registered: 07-03-2007
In reply to: pocohontis
Thu, 02-05-2009 - 4:47pm

I am truly glad to see that you guys are both content with the way things have to be at this time. And for sure that is what I do lurk and say something when I feel the need.


 

iVillage Member
Registered: 07-05-2008
In reply to: pocohontis
Thu, 02-05-2009 - 4:51pm

Thanks Cubbies...


It has taken a time..but we have both now admitted our feelings..are comfortable with that..and trying to cope as best as we can...he has even *wink mentioned a couple of times that he wish he'd met me before his wife and that he wish he was with me..predominating things his kids...but things dont happen over night...so im happy...he actually seriously wants me.????


How great is that...I am so loved up at the mo I cant believe it I feel like 16 all over again...


Thank you for helping me out cubbies..


Live for today as tomorrow may never happen!


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