Just one more kiss...
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| Fri, 11-14-2003 - 10:19am |
Long story short..we were coworkers who flirted. Then it got a bit more serious. We've done the phone sex thing, kissed once, and IM all the time. We've planned to meet but circumstances prevented us from that. I don't want to have real sex with him, he is so much a fantasy that I want to keep it that way, but I love the emotional part of our relationship. He wants me to leave my H and marry him, but I would never ever do that. SO here we are today, me awaiting his call that he is coming over. Deep down inside I know I should have nothing more to do with him cause I do value my M, but I just want that last kiss. The kissing the first and last time was soooo good!
I really do want my cake and eat it too. But I just don't want to get caught with icing on my face.
You know by actually writing out this out I realize how demented this all is. I just wish I knew that I could do what I wanted and get away with it!
H

If you have a happy M, a loving and caring H that you love and who loves you, and kids, you could lose it all ... for what ... a kiss??? Which could lead to sex??? Which almost always leads to emotional attachments that are hard to break (boarding the roller coaster). I don't think so. Not worth it if you ask me.
Luvin
I do have one trump card though, he is kinda my boss, and if word ever got out about our relationship his boss wouldn't be too happy with him, wouldn't care about me though. So I could always use that if I had to.
Well ladies I am really trying hard to turn and run away...I promise I will try...but he is just so darn cute!
H
I know what you mean about not wanting to run away from this person. There is just some kind of underlying attraction you can't ignore.
Hope all goes well !
Blue
I think having an A with a SG when you are still M, like
dusty said, IS an uneven playing field and also unfair...maybe you
want your cake and eat it too, just for kicks... but this get complicated
in the realtime world and it hurts, what happens when the SG falls
in love with you, if he hasn't all ready........ breaking someone's
heart is not a game and if you are"very happily married", I'd cherish
that and keep what you have. Don't play with fire, you WILL get burned.
I am the OW in love with my MM and I am now separated 2 yrs, it's a lot
harder knowing I can't have him now that I actually could.
Think about this.... please.
It's true, he has nothing to lose, except me. And he is doing all he can to keep me. And if/when we part ways, he doesn't want to do anything to hurt me (like confront H), because he truly loves me. It's so hard to end it! Maybe I should be posting on the ending board, eh?
Good luck balancing your conscience with your urge to have fun. Many of us have been in the same boat.
Pug
initiated the discussion???
If not I haven't had too much fun of late, this is pretty serious to me
I guess that's my problem!!!!!
Happy.... DID he come over or what????