Letting my emotions control me tonight!
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Letting my emotions control me tonight!
| Mon, 03-09-2009 - 8:39pm |
Got through the day alright...MM is still avoiding me like the plague. Never actually saw him, but he makes sure he is nowhere in the area where I am and before all this, he would go out of his way to come find me....YES, I know...NC, NC, NC and that's how it needs to be, but what makes me so DAMN ANGRY is how HE is the one who started this AGAIN and wanted to leave his W so he could be with me and then he just leaves me hanging...just hanging....I asked him a week ago if he was working on his marriage and he tells me no, tells me he's confused, tells me he'll text/talk to me, tells me he loves me, then does a complete 360 and tries throwing this bullsh*t about someone telling him about seeing me and H somewhere all lovey, lovey, so that's his "excuse" to be "upset and confused" about us...GAWD...it's a lie and he knows it and as far as I'm concerned his making it up so that's his exit out by twisting things around on me..he's done this before when he went crawling back to his W...I'm just so damn mad at him for making me out to be the big bad evil other woman that HE has to HIDE and stay away from when this and all the other times were HIS DOING HOW HE WANTED IT!!! Sorry, ladies...just needed to get this off my chest..thanks for listening....and, by the way, it's been ONE WEEK NC.

I have to say that you sound right in your assessment.
It sounds like from what you describe that this is also probably really hard on him.
Wow... It's so weird how my mm sounds so much like yours.
I don't know if my address shows up in my profile or not....I had my settings set at receiving e-mail notices when someone responds to a post, but for some reason that doesn't work...aw, technology! :)