lurker, venting...long

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Registered: 01-30-2009
lurker, venting...long
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Fri, 04-17-2009 - 8:24am

i guess that's the right title...i'm not sure...but i have been reading for a while and i guess i just need a safe place to say this...trying to condense (lol)


i've been married for almost 23 yrs...i do

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Fri, 04-17-2009 - 12:44pm

there is somebody else like you out there.

devoted mom. church lady. respected employee. faithful wife for years and years. relatively happy M to relatively happy spouse. blindsided by a MM who connected to every empty space that developed I was while meeting the needs of everyone else...

living a double life with a friend in mutual respect and affection.

Mrs.

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Registered: 04-05-2007
Fri, 04-17-2009 - 12:52pm

Welcome to MAS. I am glad you came out of lurkdom to share your story. I am sure it will be a challenge to see him go in June.

~Shadowz
~Shadowz
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Registered: 03-07-2009
Fri, 04-17-2009 - 10:47pm

"i don't really have any expectations from him...other than to be my friend...he's so special...i want him when i can have him and am content to see him and work with him"


I can really relate to this statement... I also work with my AP and I truly adore him... I know I always will.

maystone
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Registered: 01-30-2009
Sat, 04-18-2009 - 9:32am

i guess i want to reply to everyone and say "thank you"


sometimes i feel alone in my thoughts, but then again i'm also

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Sat, 04-18-2009 - 9:53am

i am every one of those things...and always intended to be.

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Registered: 03-07-2009
Sat, 04-18-2009 - 11:07am

I know him leaving must be so hard.

maystone