Made it past 2 years

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Registered: 07-09-2013
Made it past 2 years
Tue, 08-13-2013 - 6:38pm

I mean seriously that is so weird to me that this has lasted so long.  So many ups and downs.  Well it was a couple of weeks but I finally met up with him last week and wow, obviously he took my talk about our sex life to heart or either I need to wait a couple of weeks for us to meet up like that.  Either way it was amazing.  I even got to spend some time at his house Saturday night even though the bff's were over.  I find it hard to hold my tongue when I hear his wife constantly talking about him in such a negative light.  She said something about making sure the bed is big enough so he doesn't have to touch her when they sleep.  Whether or not she is joking i have no idea but it makes me uncomfortable.  I have kept a distance away from their relationship and sex life.  Just like I don't talk about me and my H's sex life with AP.  But I'm sitting outside and a little irritated because he's been kinda distant these last two days.  Me, I'm thinking it has to do something with me yet I know that is probably not the case.  I tend to forget that we have seperate lives and no matter how I want to be his first priority I am not.  I just don't know how you all go without texting and talking for so long.  Makes me want to scream!