Sorry, I really did try to read through your post, but seems to me like your victimizing yourself in all the situation in your life. Granted when we're young we can't help being victimized, but we can't live a victim all our lives. Look, no one (or maybe very few) here had the ideal norman rockwell childhood. But, when we grow up and have more control over our lives we have to make a life for ourselves that we can live with.
If you did find that special someone that inspired love in your heart, what happen? Why didn't it work? Are you both M to other people? Being M is not a life sentence, you know? It may be hard to get out of, but if it ain't hard we wouldn't appreciate the prize. It is all within our power to change or do something about.
May be a good idea to debug all that clutter in your mind and keep things in perspective and simple. Life is short, so decide what is in your life that's not working for you now or what do you think you need to do that would make you happy then start working towards that.
It may also be a good idea too to talk to a professional to sort out your past hurts that seems to be hindering you until now.
"People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within."
And "sorry" again too.... I don't understand Shakespeare (too much old English for me) so, what I got from your post was just clutter and ramblings.... Hence, my problem in providing you with a proper supportive response. Of course, if it was not what you wanted to hear you are welcome to just ignore.
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"People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within."
I didn't see in his post one request for advice, hence none given. He just wants to know someone is listening to the pain he's in. I know about the pain, believe me.
BTW, I NEVER criticized anyone and you're not being of any help or support so I will use the ignore button.
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Sorry, I really did try to read through your post, but seems to me like your victimizing yourself in all the situation in your life. Granted when we're young we can't help being victimized, but we can't live a victim all our lives. Look, no one (or maybe very few) here had the ideal norman rockwell childhood. But, when we grow up and have more control over our lives we have to make a life for ourselves that we can live with.
If you did find that special someone that inspired love in your heart, what happen? Why didn't it work? Are you both M to other people? Being M is not a life sentence, you know? It may be hard to get out of, but if it ain't hard we wouldn't appreciate the prize. It is all within our power to change or do something about.
May be a good idea to debug all that clutter in your mind and keep things in perspective and simple. Life is short, so decide what is in your life that's not working for you now or what do you think you need to do that would make you happy then start working towards that.
It may also be a good idea too to talk to a professional to sort out your past hurts that seems to be hindering you until now.
"People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within."
- Ramona L. Anderson
There are two or three identical threads started by him Cookie -
I am trying to HELP this man get support.
And "sorry" again too.... I don't understand Shakespeare (too much old English for me) so, what I got from your post was just clutter and ramblings.... Hence, my problem in providing you with a proper supportive response. Of course, if it was not what you wanted to hear you are welcome to just ignore.
:)
"People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within."
- Ramona L. Anderson
I didn't see in his post one request for advice, hence none given. He just wants to know someone is listening to the pain he's in. I know about the pain, believe me.
BTW, I NEVER criticized anyone and you're not being of any help or support so I will use the ignore button.
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