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|Thu, 03-27-2003 - 6:10am|
As usual, your analysis is perceptive. I feel like I finally took a step into it but I'm not sure I successfully got OM to join me... he's in another compartment of that revolving door, not the one I'm in. So he could step out at any time. Or as you said, he could bring his cousin in! LOL. I actually think he *may* bring her to lunch on Sunday!
I never liked revolving doors because I get dizzy and sick very easily. And that's part of what made me crazy here. I finally got on the ride because I was tired of just watching it and getting slightly nauseous... I'm a take-charge person (who is learning to let go of control issues! LOL) and I think... how ridiculous. I have plenty of male friends that I lunch with on a regular basis, so in a way, how is this any different? Truthfully, I have no desire to sleep with any of the others! But still... if part of the ride on the revolving door is going to include his cousin, his mother (who hates me) and a lot of timidity on his part, I *will* be getting off fairly soon! I am trying but I really don't have much patience.
And H is trying hard. We are going away Friday night, he actually made hotel reservations. He arranged a 2nd sitter (we need to do a sitter hand-off). And sometimes I forget that I married him because I knew I'd never be bored. He's a do-er. He's a thinker. He keeps me on my toes. He's not a roller coaster -- he's the whole darn amusement park. D***. If only he liked sex more and treated me more as a lover than a pal.
Good grief, I am more loquacious today than usual. I better get off... thanks for listening.