in the midst of craziness...
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in the midst of craziness...
| Thu, 08-05-2010 - 7:59pm |
so, with kids out of school, summer vacation has been really hard to hook up with my favorite supplement. and after he wrote that we would call or send an email here and there, he didn't and boy i was pissed! i tried to let him know that i thought we should just stop stuff now. and the craziest effect has occurred. i want him even more than b4! what is this? how do we explain the wave of emotions from hot to cold, and back to sizzling hotter than ever b4? he and i are so very careful, but goodness the words he writes, and messages he leaves are enough to make me less careful sometimes. why do u think the idea of N/C has flared up a week of i want u, i miss u, i need to see u between the both of us. so wierd. i have no idea what to call this. any ideas? & thanks for reading!

Back at the beginning of my A this occured a couple of times... A year later, now I can look back and say when the emotions really seemed to run HIGH...I miss you, etc. it SCARED the crap out of both of us!!