in the midst of craziness...

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Registered: 02-06-2010
in the midst of craziness...
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Thu, 08-05-2010 - 7:59pm
so, with kids out of school, summer vacation has been really hard to hook up with my favorite supplement. and after he wrote that we would call or send an email here and there, he didn't and boy i was pissed! i tried to let him know that i thought we should just stop stuff now. and the craziest effect has occurred. i want him even more than b4! what is this? how do we explain the wave of emotions from hot to cold, and back to sizzling hotter than ever b4? he and i are so very careful, but goodness the words he writes, and messages he leaves are enough to make me less careful sometimes. why do u think the idea of N/C has flared up a week of i want u, i miss u, i need to see u between the both of us. so wierd. i have no idea what to call this. any ideas? & thanks for reading!
when one does not love too much, one does not love enough --blaise pascal
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Registered: 04-27-2010
Thu, 08-05-2010 - 8:41pm

Back at the beginning of my A this occured a couple of times... A year later, now I can look back and say when the emotions really seemed to run HIGH...I miss you, etc. it SCARED the crap out of both of us!!

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Registered: 02-06-2010
Fri, 08-06-2010 - 1:26am
thanks for the note. he and i have been playing cat and mouse since july 08, so we have a tiny bit of history. i'm not sure either one of us feels scared. tho it is
when one does not love too much, one does not love enough --blaise pascal