missing him so much, obsessed emotions.
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missing him so much, obsessed emotions.
| Wed, 10-22-2008 - 9:39pm |
We have been seeing each other for lunch once a week on wed. We where suppose to see each other today. The time rolled around he would stop by his former job where his friend works, and we would meet for lunch. He never showed. I was so obsessed losing focus, looking for him, missing him. These crazy thoughts running through my mind.I get a page at work, its ap, he's acrossthe way. His car broke down, he had wifes. He bought me coffee.he told me he couldn't hang out long having wifes car. I told him don't leave until I see him first. We hung for an hour. I missed him so much, I didn't want him to go. I feel this physical ache. I wanted to tell him how much I miss him, but I didn't. When I was done at work, I ran to him. God he has me wrapped.

I have talked with AP about these feelings before.