The most insignificant action....
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The most insignificant action....
| Sat, 03-27-2004 - 8:19am |
Have you ever noticed how the most insignificant actions from MM can bring you to such highs (or lows)? Weekends are SUPPOSED to be NC for us because while he lives and works in my area during the week, he drives back home to W and son on the weekends. Last night I was heading in the same direction as he was to visit a male friend and have dinner. He was worried about me getting home ok, and about the possibility of me not going home. Imagine MM on his way home to W is thinking about what I MIGHT do this weekend?? LOL I assured him my friendship with this man was purely that, a friendship. Still, once I got off my exit and was at my friends house he called me to see if I got there ok. Then later he called me again to let me hear him revving his motorcycle. (I have a thing for bikes...) Those two calls were enough to have me walking on air all night!! It showed that I really was on his mind.
Things still haven't gotten physical yet....haven't even kissed. ;-( Last night he told me not to do anything he wouldn't. Seeing as he is the bad boy type I asked if he didn't mean not to do anything he WOULD. (wink, wink) Then he assured me that nothing was going to be happening at home and hasn't in awhile. (If you catch my drift...) That statement, insignificant as it was, has been working on my mind. Why would he tell me that?
Well thanks for listening. Sometimes I just have to share what I am feeling and this whole part of my life is a secret right now. I don't post a lot but I am on this board often. The support and understanding are amazing.
OH YEA!!!! I just got an IM from MM. Walking on clouds again.... LOL

I know just how you feel.
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