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| Fri, 12-12-2003 - 11:52am |
This A was coming in between me and my kids, my H of course, my job and my friends. I would ignore my kids just to talk to him on the phone, I jeopordized my job by having IC with him at our place of business (nevermind he's superior to me), and I would not call my friends back just in case he would call. And the hurt that I have done to my H is too unbearable for me to even think about. I haven't told him nor do I plan on telling him, but I just feel that his "soul" knows and it won't forgive me. I goto bed every night apologizing to him in my head and usually within that same time frame he rolls over and gives me a hug. I just can't do it anymore.
I will miss the passionate phone calls, the knowing that someone out there really wants to have sex with me, the thrill of the chase, the catch and the joy of the sex, but it's not worth it to me anymore.
Anyways, I am outa here, I maybe back, can never say never, but I really wanted to thank you all out there!!! You are a great bunch of women and don't let anyone out there tell you otherwise! I sincerely love you all,
Happy
P.S Cowboy...why don't ya join me over on the other board sometime :-)

Edited 3/10/2004 5:00 pm ET ET by geek_chic
we'll miss ya here. stop in sometime and let us know you're okay. be strong and kind to yourself, you're doing the best thing for you and your family. take strengh from that act.
be well honey!
gurl
~Serenity
hugs,
Pony