My god, he made a declaration (of sorts)

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Registered: 05-17-2003
My god, he made a declaration (of sorts)
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Mon, 09-22-2008 - 12:10pm

Hi everyone,

I just had such a wonderful weekend, and without AP/BF...I'm amazed! I made myself get up on Saturday and go out for coffee and a muffin...I've never done that.

I've also come to find that my friends have had enough of that sad sack lush of a woman who just can't keep her nose out of my business (the one who verbally attacked me a few weeks back). They are starting to realize what poison she is and are distancing themselves from her...she also knows that I could care less about what she thinks of me and that I will not back down if she decides to have it out with me again. I like that.

And the best part of my weekend? Well, AP/BF has been sending constant text messages. He either ends them all with many hugs and kisses, or just sends me hugs and kisses. We were goofing around, wondering if there was such a thing as "text sex" (it was silly and cute) and on one message I asked at the end...r we crazy? To which he replied; regrets? I told him that I absolutely had NO regrets and I what we have between us is very important to me. His reaction to that was everything I have ever dreamed of throughout this relationship. He said "Ahhh (sigh of relief)sometimes I worry. To me that says that he worries that I think I made a mistake by being with him and he's very relieved that I don't feel that way...on the contrary I am very happy with my choices and I love him very much. While he hasn't come right out and said ILY back...all the kisses and hugs he's giving me, and that statement he made tell me all I need to know. Now I have to get my head out of the clouds and try and get some work done!

The only rotten part is that he is not going to be able to come home until at the very least, next weekend...and that just sucks! Although this absence business is definitely helping the heart grow fonder!

I hope you all had a great weekend...thanks for listening and being there when I needed support. It's helped me to get here.

benska

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Registered: 02-22-2008
Mon, 09-22-2008 - 12:57pm

So happy for you Benska ! You deserve it...

(((hugs)))


Edwina