My story.....
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| Sun, 05-24-2009 - 8:28am |
I first want to say, I am so glad to find this site.... So many topics apply to my situation but I feel to really hear some opinions I should post my story.
I am 30, married for 6 years to a man that is good to me. He however is not emotional in many ways. We based our beginning relationship mostly on sex. He had 3 kids (2 dif moms) and I have 2 boys. His children was with us and just recently some things happened and they are all with their moms now. Now that it is just my boys and him and I, I am questioning why I am here. I really think the children needed me and now that they are gone I am not happy. We went through a major crisis last year and I also realized I was alone in a sense. No support or comfort or communication from him at all. I survived and we live as if everything is fine. Okay your thinking now... get on with it......
In April I met someone, online of course. We began chatting, and talking on the phone. I have felt as if I knew him my entire life. He is also married and has a 6 yr old at home. We are both truly feeling love and want to be together but he will not hurt his child. He went thought he visitation issues with his oldest (now 19) and the pain she felt is to much for him to do to his youngest. I am willing to wait of course if we can progress this. We are planning to meet when I go to NC next week..... I will be crossing the line and cheating. I do not feel bad, guilty or anything ....Is there something wrong with me? I want to leave my husband now and be on my own, but I want to also be with my love. I first don't know how to hurt him since really he has done me no wrong. This has been an emotional roller coaster for awhile now and I am glad to have found a place to vent. For the record i have been wanting or looking for an escape from my marriage since long before the new man. I just don't think I am where i am meant to be in life and I am not happy.

Hi karebear
I'm not going to tell you to go for it...probably not many will here.