need help getting through the break
Find a Conversation
need help getting through the break
| Fri, 09-26-2008 - 9:35am |
Well you will probably see more of me posting for a while, MM just left for a week. He left on a good note. But I don't expect to hear from him until he returns. I have never had to deal with this as this is my first true A. I have had an ea before that almost turned physical, but this is my first true a for everything.
I know that I will get through this by posting here and reading and spending time being busy.

Hi Lovehurts!!!!
IYou can't think about what might happen it might drive you crazy LOL. take this time to focus on your. Pamper yourself, spend time with friends ect. It
well one more day, and I have been very busy this week so although i have thought about ap, i haven't been dwelling on it. Today I woke up and said to myself, one more day, I was okay with it until a few minutes ago when dh called and said do the dishes, laundry and trash today - and then i reminded him that i worked until 12 last night and had no time and that he could've helped. The convo switched to him having to pick up his dd tonight and then he asked me why i was wasting his time???? wtf
uhh but even if ap was here i wouldn't tell him about this, i try not to share too much about my h with him, just kids and work. It would have just been nice to know that someone cared and could put a smile on my day. I think the days of that person being my h are coming to a end.
well off to do my chores so daddy doesn't yell when he gets home, although i am in and and today for work, i'll get as much done as i can.
well today is Saturday and I am guessing he is back in town. I sent him an email and had a receipt sent back to me if he opened it and he did a few hours ago. I haven't heard from him yet and he doesn't know that I know when he opens my emails. (my little secret) I am a little sad but I am guessing that being going for a week, he has more important things to tend to or b) he is ignoring me, I guess I will wait and see and hope it is just it wasn't a safe time to respond. I will keep you posted.