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Need help understanding these feelings
| Mon, 05-10-2004 - 10:59am |
I have the feeling this board will have me a ton of money in therapy.
Let me start by saying that I can normally "disconnect" from MM. But today, for no apparent reason, I have this panicy feeling about him and us. It's like waiting for the other shoe to drop, if you know what I mean. What is this about? I can honestly say, I'm not a worrier, expect then it comes to the kids, but that's part of the territory.
I really, really hate this feeling. Has anyone experienced this? What is it?
I'm going to need an early lunch with a glass of wine.
Thanks for any help.

really busy, usually 2 weeks out of a month, I do not
hear from him very often. I think he has gotten up and
forgot about me. Panic and anxiety set in bad. I cry
for hours at nite in the bathroom, H comes in and
asks what the matter, just tell him its my mid-life thing.
Then a couple days later, I will not e-mail him during those
2 weeks, I get an e-mail saying how he misses me and wants
me. Then I am ok again. It is up and down, and I will
do anything to hear those nice words.
Hang in there, and do not panic, I am sure you have a
great R. Tell me how your disconnect during the
times when you can't be with him, or hear from him
I would love some helpful hints..
Bunny
That's what bothers me about feeling the way I do today. I question what this is all about. It really is so unlike me.
But still, I do get those feelings of panic, the "oh no, what if I never see him again?"
But I am trying to remember, I cannot change things. If he did change his mind forever, there is nothing I could do about that. Anyways, just wanted to say, you are not alone!!
Dusty
Hang in there..it will pass!
And I will take my own advice,,,,, I will.... I swear!
deedee
We all need to take you advice..I know I do! Let's do it together!
Bria