Need to Share

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-05-2004
Need to Share
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Mon, 04-05-2004 - 10:42am
I just felt like I had to share with someone. I have been involved with a married man for a little over a year now. We met through work and while things did move slowly, I feel like I am hopelessly lost to this relationship now. I think what were are doing is wrong and have serious issues with it. I try hard not to face it. Instead i try to believe that we were meant to be together and their relationship is the mistake. They were only married for 7 months when our relationship began. I think about him all the time. It drives me crazy. I wonder constantly if he is playing me. But I guess that is par for the course in a relationship that has started in dishonesty. I wish I had the courage to walk away. I know that I deserve better than this. But I truly do love him. I just feel all alone in this. I just needed to be able to tell someone.
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Registered: 09-16-2003
Mon, 04-05-2004 - 10:46am
If he is playing you, that is NOT PAR even for an affair. Just because you start something that involves hiding/sneaking doesn't mean you have to loose your dignity, respect and sanity over it. Please don't let that reasoning put your in the affair longer than it should. Get out of it as soon you can. Love is a decision and you have to make that decision to leave or love. Good Luck!