Need some help!!! Its a sad day
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| Wed, 09-17-2008 - 8:20am |
I posted yeaterday that my AP had ended it over the phone. He said he felt guilt and felt guilty for me. I was at work and couldnt respond much.
Then at lunch yesterday he calls me again to see if i am ok and seems upset when I tell him and am fine and carrying on laughing and so forth. He said he felt bad for doing that to me and he is suprised and I could get over it so soon if i really had cared for him. Of course I am hurting I just couldnt let him see it!!!!
That was yesterday...today is a different ball game. I miss him. Talking with him and he would call every morning. I figure he will not call today cause he is stubburn and wants me to break! I am trying to hold on but it is hard.
I do love him as odd as it sounds...he has told me before that he doesnt see us ever being together cause we are both married and have a child with our spouses. I told him i understood...he said it was just a private thing and that hurt a bit but i had already knew that....there had been other times that he had ask me what would happen if we were both single and then times in the past he said he was thinking a bout moving to my county and buying a house. He has really confused me.
I guess i just need some support and input...its gonna be a rough day.

((hugs)) to you...