need some hugs straightway so sad

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need some hugs straightway so sad
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Fri, 08-15-2003 - 7:26pm
hi girls l think you all know l have sg friend l through great be with this sg not my mm doing right thing wrong. that sg turn out be real jerk nev er once told how pretty lady l am lm very pettie small lady l think look good for 40.but always made me feel old and ugly but he made sure l knew other ladies we very pretty right in front of me.he want to be with another single lady fine with me wants to be with trash and be poor,lm lady not poor lived pertty nice life.in fact my parents just brought house down in virgin lslands so main home where l lived now second home down their.about mm he always so good to me never once hurt me all these years l know him god how l need him rigth now .kimmy
kimmy
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Fri, 08-15-2003 - 9:01pm
Hi Kimmy,

I know how you feel. I haven't seen my MM for a month and have to wait another week :( I miss him so badly. It helps to know that he is thinking about me and I am sure that your MM is thinking about you too. He just can't be with you now b/c he has to do the right thing and take care of W.

I know that your sg friend hurt you. He is not worth your tears. You know that you are beautiful and that is all that matters.

Keep the faith sweetie and we are all here for you if you need us.

Hugs

RH

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Fri, 08-15-2003 - 9:54pm
Bubbles, is that you???? If so, it's Carly, IM me.....:-)
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Sat, 08-16-2003 - 9:00am
hi red harts so sweet to me you are right that sg is loser and mess big time with me when hurt me way he did. my mom really upset with him to for what he did to me.l do know what mm doing right us now right thing but still miss so horrible and l don't know when see him again. but when he was here past jan for holidays with me l did ask if he want me to take care of him he said YES.ONLY IF L COULD HAPPEN be so happy.been in love with mm since 16 but didn't know l love him until l was older. l do know my mm loves me red harts are married or single like me.only man l ever would to be married to is my mm.being very good looking for 70 he so much fun to be with but worry about him all the time.he knows l'm here for him always will be, hugs kimmy
kimmy
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Sat, 08-16-2003 - 9:55am
Kimmy, Unlike you, I am married. Only to the wrong person. This whole thing is very hard for me. My H is my best friend, my MM is my lover. I understand how you feel because I miss MM so much when he is not around (which is most of the time). I love him very much and he loves me too. I just try to go on with my life when he isn't around and stay busy and do the things that I like to do. I am sorry that your sg didn't work out. Keep looking. As the saying goes, every pot has a lid! My problem is that my lid doesn't fit and the one that does fit is on the wrong pot:)

Hugs

RH

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Sat, 08-16-2003 - 10:04am
C: Nope. I am not Bubbles. Sorry. RH
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Sat, 08-16-2003 - 10:58am
hi red harts hugs sweetie been friends with sg since march 2002 he one came after me. you see that sg is painter and very good at work he doing so work on are house.like said my parents lived down virgin lslands so they come back fourth between both houses so take care of are main home here.but lived alone most of time,thing is that sg can't handle fact that l have nice things.but way he told me about his friend she also hispanic like he is l'm irish american he not american he from honduras.l can do so much better then him but so mad at myself being so stupied about him. he promise me never hurt me and he did l was so good to him l took care of him ugggggggggggggggggh. my mm we had emotioanl affair for all this time.my mm is british as you can see l'm his englishrose l do think about good times me and mm have had together l would never trade anything.l do know he cares alot about me he see lm alot younger and health to. while on holiday in cancun he told me he love me also told me love way l turn out.love fact he wants me but we can't be together l do know my mm would be so good to me never hurt me like sg did. happy you understand how l feel red. liek e-mail me at geaoann@yahoo.com anytime sweetie hugs kim
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