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| Mon, 12-29-2003 - 5:40pm |
Hi new to the board.. been flirting with a MW sister in law.. she is older than me.. but has been giving me vibes that she would like more.. i really like her.. and I am a MM.. we can keep things underwraps..we have been talking online for a long time and I would love to move to the next level.. I spend alot of my day thinking about her .. anyone with any thoughts they can shre with me?
thanks.. L.
thanks.. L.

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At first, doing family gatherings everything was cool and I thought I can handle this, :). Even now, I'm still "handling it", but there are times when it hurts so much to see him doing the father and husband thing during gatherings.
We do get "our time" together, but that's very tricky in itself.
I love him with everything I have, but I know how dangerous this is.
In the time we've been involved we have had many talks about the consequences of being found out and on that I have tried to end it more then once, for fear of what would happen. The thing is we both don't want to end it. We love each other very much so on that we continue with our R.
There are times, however I ask myself how could I have started this with someone so close to the family because there are days when I hear about what "they" are doing, much more details then I want or need to know and I find myself getting mad and jealous so that the next time I talk to him. I'm already upset, lol.
And then I lllooonnnngggg for the simple days of just being able to look or hear about him and just be happy.
I'll guarantee you that relatively soon, you will feel differently than you do right now. And you will need to deal with it then. Best of luck to you,
Kari
L
I know something of how you feel, and I do know that those intense feelings don't last, and all too soon you have to deal with the 'reality' of your situation. And your particular situation is a bomb waiting to go off. If you can be strong enough to diffuse it now, and run the other way, you'll be so much better off.
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