New here, kind of {m}
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New here, kind of {m}
| Mon, 11-17-2003 - 10:47am |
I have posted here before, under a different name, but had cut contact with MM for a while for a few different reasons. I saw him about a week ago and he asked me to call him. I called him and he wants to see me again. I am on a roller coaster, on one hand I want to see him again but on another I am not so sure I should. I was hurt, which was one of my reasons for cutting contact with him. I felt like it was a one way relationship, I had to call him, I had to make arrangements to see him and sometimes once I got there I'd just feel like he'd rather I wasn't there (sometimes I'd just drop in...since it was hard for me to call him at times). He would get put off because I hadn't called him in a few days but the phone works both ways...he could call me too but he just didn't. Now him telling me he wanted me to call him and then telling me he wants to see me is a step in the right direction, perhaps he's realizing his mistake? I found so much comfort and support last time I visited here that I thought I'd come back while I ride this roller coaster again...not sure how long the ride will be but I'm going to try to enjoy it. Sex is even more non-existant with H now than when I started seeing MM the first time.
justneedmore

Wishing
So that's my secret with my MM. I let the hunter come out in him and let him pursue me and when we do get together I lay it on him in ways he won't/can't forget. Sometimes I just tease a little bit ... just enough. Give 'em what he doesn't get at home. Seduce him and play with him. I now view my MM as my new "Boytoy" and do we have fun "playing".
Luvin