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| Sun, 12-21-2008 - 11:25am |
Hello,
10 years ago I met a man, though we were both
| Sun, 12-21-2008 - 11:25am |
Hello,
10 years ago I met a man, though we were both
Yes, I am in a FWB situation. It is similar in that the sex is the most mind-blowing, amazing ever! We are both married, AP and I, with children. Like you I love my H and things in the bedroom are fine. I would never have known that they were only fine if I had not slept with AP.
The main difference is that AP and I live states apart and work for the same company which is how we met. We just felt a mutual attraction, began texting and calling each other, things got naughty, and there you have it. It's difficult because I think about AP a lot- mainly about the sex. Things are not as satisfying with H in the regard anymore but H is a good man and frankly, deserves better than me. AP and I have only been doing this for a few months and have only seen each other once for a few days while it's been going on. I am in limbo I guess. We are kind of talking plans to get together without it being work-related but I don't know if it will happen.
Sometimes I wonder if my connection with AP is deeper than he feels for me. I am not in love with him, but it isn't just sex for me. I don't know what it is. I guess if I were in your shoes- long time with AP, in love with him, I would be hurting. But you know where his feelings lie and he knows yours and you are both continuing, so at least the communication is there. I don't have any advice but if you are here for an outlet, it is definitely a good place. :)