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|Sun, 09-23-2012 - 5:55pm|
Hello im a newbie !!
Great site for some support Well here is my story
I have been separated for 2.5 yrs with 2 boys of 9 and 5. I have had a few bf nothing special. In Jan i started seeing a guy from a dating site. He was bored in current relationship. He was upfront from the start that he had a gf. It has built up and up over time. I wasnt expecting it to get so involved if im honest. We are in love and we miss each other loads when we not around each other. The connection we have is amazing.
He said a week ago that he will leave his gf for me. Ever since I have had cold feet. It is now becoming reality and it does scare me. I cant help thinking about the the fact that he may get bored and find someone else over time. He says I need to trust him but i do find it hard esp thinking about the future. I try to block it out but i do struggle. There is also one other part he has a holiday booked with her to Hawaii !! for 2 wks that was booked ages ago in 2 wks time. I have said i am fine for him to go more because i have detroyed her life enough and i do feel guilty but at the same time i cant pull away. Now it is getting closer the thought of them going is eating me up. He has said when he gets back he will tell her they are finished. Part of me is thinking now he shouldnt be going or am i being selfish.....the situation is driving me crazy. Your thoughts appreciated xxx