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| Wed, 11-05-2003 - 2:08pm |
Hello all! I am so happy to say that I found a place where I can put my feelings out there with no regrets. I am a MW and involved with a MM for 18 months off and on. We live a couple of doors down from each other and talk and see each other everyday. I am friends with his W. Now we dont do each other everyday there are sometimes where we go months without it but now things have changed. Due to the fact that we are married to different people we just left it as an EMA. Well we admitted to each other that when we would stop messing around it was because we were scared of gettin hurt. I had feeling for him and go figure he had feelings for me. He asked me if it is ok to love 2 people at the same time and I say of course. I am in love with my DH but also my MM. My MM talks to me and makes me feel different than with my DH. I love my DH cause he is a good father and a good friend also. he is just not much of a talker much less a listener! DH really doesnt make me feel special or protected as MM. I have no idea what the future will hold but I do not want to let this feeling with MM go. Have anyone here still in love with MM and DH at the same time.
Meme

Meme
Hi Meme and welcome to the board,
I'd have to pretty much say that I love both my DH and my MM... while it may sound strange... but it's taken a lot to get there.
My EMA... really did stem out from all the marriage problems that DH and I have... and while I wasn't looking for it... there it was and I guess you could say... I took the bull by the horns... and I didn't look back.
It's not been an easy road... trying to fix my marriage and at the same time understand my EMA... but I'm at a place I feel content.
Sweet
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